I will finish version 1.0 of Bieb in 2015!
But I’m getting ahead of myself.
You know that awkward feeling you get, when you’ve committed to some idea, merely by expressing it out loud or putting it in writing, and you can’t get yourself to do it? Yeah, “guilt” of some sort. I know, I get that too. I’ve had this for some time now, because I publicly stated I’d finish things.
There’s a fantastic book on the subject which explains in detail how you should let rational thoughts trump previously stated intentions. I have applied this advice to my own situation, and rationally evaluated my publicly stated intention of finishing Bieb before doing anything else.
So here are the facts I gathered:
- I haven’t posted for 5 months, and I feel bad about that, because I’ve had ideas and things I wanted to post about.
- Hunting for a possible new job took a lot of time (I wasn’t even sure whether I should be looking for one), giving me a reasonable excuse not to work on a “big” pet project like Bieb.
- More recently, having found a new job, I’ve been spending almost all my free time studying new technologies I’ll be using soon. This is a very reasonable excuse to postpone blogging and pet projects.
- I’ve been tempted to start off new pet projects, but didn’t dare because I felt it would’ve been Bieb’s death sentence.
- The Windows Azure dashboard overwhelmed me. I want and perhaps even need to use it for rolling out Bieb, and it’s probably great, but wanting to do everything right the first time around doesn’t combine well with how extensive it is.
- I’m going to try out speaking at small events by giving a Lightning Talk at the next DomCode meetup, which takes away time from other hobbies like blogging and pet projects.
- I really, really, want to actually finish a 1.0 version of Bieb.
Okay, I was lying. Those were not “facts I gathered”. Those were thoughts, more or less chronologically ordered. And they can be summarized as:
- I want to give up on Bieb.
- I have all sorts of excuses for at least postponing it.
- But wait: I do not want to give up on Bieb!
So, ratio tells me: ignore wanting to give up, postpone finishing it for a reasonable while, and then finish it. Basically, I’m publicly restating my intention of finishing it, this time even attaching a deadline.
I will finish version 1.0 of Bieb in 2015!
You can hold me to that promise. I know I will.